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[Nov. 14th, 2009|04:42 pm] |
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HARLEQUIN BABY SITTING LIKE WE'RE LADIES |
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|10:15 pm] |
people are selfish, lazy, and inconsiderate
i'm all these things too sometimes, i'm human sometimes and it hurts
i went on the best date of my life today, though |
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[Sep. 4th, 2009|01:51 am] |
relationships suck when all it takes is someone not calling me back to make my night feel like total shit.
it's way too hot in LA. i'm going back to santa cruz on sunday. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2009|01:14 am] |
ursula: "SING FOR ME"
live: ahhh AHHHh AHHHH KEEP SINGING
mommy's drunk reprise:
i can be your daddy if you want to be my mother
and i can be your daughter if you want to be my lover
dollhouse crimes meow reprise
post lyrics
TELEPHONE
***REDO THE END OF BABY'S OUTTA GAS GOD THAT SHIT SUCKS
chicks on speed care package |
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|01:19 am] |
eden's yellow phone
"phoney" relationship
strobe light call
hamburger joint call
3-way call split screen
duckie cheat!
marina
harlequin baby halloween party
ursula
morrigan + lilith
drag??? WHICH two face.
sensor ship. |
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| All the artists md&e and halrequn baby have played with (jenna help me out) |
[Aug. 8th, 2009|01:34 am] |
little green monster
prohibition hearthrob
the dear john letters
john creed
glass cake/lemon baby= guido gravy and the glue sticks
it's a trap
tad poland
james rabbit
the pharmacy
japanther
piano fight (theatre group)
to the bridge
fischer
tigon
calculator
bro montana
bran 182
iji
math the band
stellaluna
nicole kidman
the myonics
dan potthast
2/3 of girl band
watercolor paintings
kitchen
jason clackley
fort! the band (kind of, acoustic, missing many members)
sunny afternoon
scott schaus
starcircleanatomy
color by numbers
matador
miguel from oakland
the kris special
backpack
this makes me so happy! jenna help me out please, i feel like there's more |
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[Jul. 24th, 2009|01:32 pm] |
i hate horny little gay boys
*who hit on my boyfriend |
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[Jul. 17th, 2009|03:33 am] |
i want to kill
bare hands
i'll destroy you
temporary |
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|01:42 am] |
techno pregnancy
which craft? |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|03:09 am] |
get my blue sweatshirt back from rachel's friend
noted |
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| ugh |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009|03:01 am] |
i'm so bored. i hate LA. i'm frustrated. i miss everyone in santa cruz. i miss making out.
fuck this place
and fuck the fact that my parents haven't been to iran for 15 years.
i couldn't imagine not seeing my brother for 15 years. what the fuck man
fuck hearing my aunt's shakey voice over the phone saying how badly she wants to see us. i remember one of the last images of her when she came to america when i was in 9th grade. we were in the kitchen and she looked at me, heartbroken, with tears in her eyes telling me not to be sad because i'd see her again. she left the next day. it was really depressing. she's stressed and alone right now and has to deal with being an average woman in iran. my mom started crying tonight not because she missed her, but because she felt sorry for her.
it makes me really sad and i wish i had someone here to talk about it but i feel like everything just passes by here. i don't think i'm ever really heard by anyone in LA. maybe i'm just having a bad start or trouble adjusting but i hate that sara's not here and jess moved to hollywood and elissa's days here are super numbered and i really have no fucking idea who else is here or who i could actually hang out with.
there's a show at my house in santa cruz july 6th, i want to go so badly. especially since it's a bunch of punk dude bands playing. 5 bands... all guys. i hate that so much. i wish i could go and play with motherducker or harlequin baby or something just to prevent this male domination thing. especially at my own house. i feel like mambo needs to start considering this stuff more. maybe he does and i'm just bitter. i don't know.
i miss mark. and don't read this part if you're not into cutesy shit but i miss his skipper hat and his face that looks like a chipmunk when i squish his cheeks together and how he's like 10 years old but actually 26 and how i like to pretend he's autistic and how violent we get with each other and waking up to him every morning. i miss that a lot.
this is me being super honest on LJ again. and not like super vague. it feels good. but it's because i'm so like, not happy. when i'm happy, LJ is useless to me.
anyway. i'm seeing hana and eden tomorrow. thank fucking goddess man, i need to relate to someone right now. |
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| think of the children |
[Jul. 2nd, 2009|02:10 am] |
my strength comes from within
yours comes from a stupid beam of light that breaks through your wrinkled fingers |
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| I'M FREEZING |
[Jun. 12th, 2009|12:59 am] |
i know this has been a theme lately
"throway" makes me feel strong |
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[Jun. 10th, 2009|12:40 pm] |
oh man, if i could kill people with my beard i would
this is not a metaphor |
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|12:48 am] |
it should be easier just to throw away.
fuck intimacy, i'm going to devote myself to being drunk and not horny
but being drunk and cynical.
i hate my mind sometimes |
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| i can't stop thinking about this |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|01:14 am] |
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"what do you want to do?"
"i don't know what do you want to do?"
"i want to do something i shouldn't want"
"what's that?"
"i want to fuck like we're the last two people on earth" |
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